Dream Job ,,,

My dream job is being a composer. When I was 12 years old, I started to play the guitar. Since then, I just wanted to be popular. I thought I knew this was foolish desire anyway. When I was a high school student, I met some people who loved Rock and Hard Rock. We played and treated not only music but also our stages each other at that time. I felt playing in front of lots people made me(us) nourvous to thrill, also happier than anything.

Moreover, once I decided to study the theory of music more, I just came back to Tokyo.There were a lot of musicians who playing shows(professional) on the media. Fortunately, I had an oppertunity to contact with some of them and they gave me an advise that I shoud try to hear any kind of music even I don't want. I tried to study jazz and classic ,all of the world music.
But I had to work for living, sometime I couldn't pay apartment bills,finally I lose my purpose,also passion.
Most my friends quit musician,because they couldn't eat with only that job.
then working with 5 or 6 jobs.I thought "Do I want to be die like this without any passion?''
at last I decided to enroll berklee college of music(most famous music college) to learn more deeply,to make connection more.Even I can not be composer,musician,whatever,this experience and passion will be my treasure.
That's why I'm studing English in Toronto before to go to Boston.